You are getting out of my sight...

Is being a long time,
you still rumble inside my mind...
i've been always the one,
in everything:
i looked for you like a child
seeking for his missing toy;
but i failed.
Now life, it just seems to fade away...
i opened the wound,
i could have just forget and disappear,
just like that, in a random day
but i couldn't, i fear...
is being a long time
you are getting out of my sight
you are out of my reach,
i'm here for you now,
here, away.... a senseless speech!
I saw the change on you,
is like you never had wings,
you were so alive,
happy as a bird when he sings...
and i fear, is i die;
i fear you will will be away
i want you here.
I understood, i wish things could be easier,
i will never take you out of my mind,
no matter what i do,
is not that i want it.
But i just do.
Whats good, for you,
is good for me too!
i feel like...
i would not know how to explain it,
even if i wanted to, how i feel now,
im barely here,
my mind is hidden in a cloud.
Im so lost,
im barely here,
i wish i could explain my self
but words scape me,
is too late to save me,
you are too late; is just to late.
Now you are the last thing in my mind,
i saw your change, in you...
now you are so alive,
so innocent, and i made you cry!
Things will never be the same
there is no cure yet,
for this senseless pain.
                                           ...p@k()