Betrayed

You give them your hand, your lie less free mind.

You try to be a totally different person,

I remember once my father told me, “Don’t be afraid son”.

Just wait for the real person to shine.

It told me that, not matter what happens to stay,

Her clumsy dirty words coming out of her mouth made me feel betrayed.

Why is the world so cruel with you, when you try to be a decent guy?

When you try to move on from a world you don’t like.

And finally find out that, what you try to do is just another big lie.

God let your power work on these situations,

The way I act, the who I am, I got my reasons.

Look through their hearts and minds, and have mercy with me.

Help her family, make her stay. That’s what I mean.

I’m not trying to make this any harder than already is.

All the things I’ve done, just for this?

I’m not trying to make my self to look like a nice guy.

If you like what you see, this is it, this aint a lie.

Does it ever even matter what I feel.

I always believed that peoples wounds…

I could help them to heal.

Just need to trust in me, just one time,

And we can make this work again.

                                                                 …p@k()